The World According To Me

hehe.

malas nak buat screenshot.

oleh kerana budak2 utm cuti seminggu, connection sgt laju! ym pun agak stabil.

yg best aku dl movies sekejap sudah siap. malangnya harddisk yg penuh menyebabkan hajat aku terbantut.

antara movie yg aku dl:

1. hancock
2. the happening
3. cloverfield
4. in the name of the king
5. aeon flux

muahahaha. satu movie 700mb; kecuali in the name of the king 1.4gb. maap la. harddisk penuh dgn anime. external hardisk aku kong. demn!

tetiba aku cam tersuka plak lagu ni. hahaha!

I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m tryin, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m tryin, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away
[Crush lyrics on http://top10mp3download.blogspot.com ]

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m tryin, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

just finish wacthing badminton match between Lin Dan and Lee Chong Wei (did i spell it correctly?).

did u guys realise lin dan played badminton using his left hand? to make sure, i wiki about lin dan. he is lefties! like me! omg! hahaha.

no wonder lee c w cant win the game, because lin dan is lefties.

i read smwhere, cant rmmbr where it is. a facts based on statistics.

1. a murder (of cos righties) failed to kill his victim due to he unable to foreseen that his victim is a lefties.
2. a martial art (righties la. apa lagi) also failed to beat his enemy due to he unable to foreseen his enemy is a lefties.

doesnt make sense? ok. here is the explanation.

when a murderer trying to stab his vicitim using his right hand, supposedly the victim will try to avoid the weapon using his right hands. murderer will expect this and will use his left hand to hold victim’s right hand.

but what happened if the victim is a lefties? normally he will use his left hand (cos he is lefties, dominant hand) and hold murderer’s right hand (the one holding weapon). this is unexpected (shocked) and usually murderer will take some space (confuse). victim got more time to protect himself or he can run away now.

the rest is similar. normally martial arts only practise with their partners and turn out his partners is a righties. when he had a duel with a lefties for a first time, he will shocked/confuse what ever it is cos turn out all attack coming from different angle (unexpected).

erh, hopefully u guys get what i mean.

so for lee c w, try playing badminton with lefties; more!

p/s: besides that, skills and experiences does important too. hehe. lefties? is just a bonus.

masih lagi kah anda semua igt yg aku tak dpt nak agak bapa besar kete aku ni bila aku drive jaki? ceh. padahal keter kecik jer. tu pun tak dpt nak agak depan belakang kanan kiri.

ok. maybe aku dah dpt la agak, tp still lom 100%. bila aku bwk kete ni aku cam bwk sahaja. dan aura aku tak dpt nak selubung satu kete, erh maksud aku cam aku tak dpt nak synchronize dgn kete aku 100%.  erh,  maksud lain, badan aku tak dpt nak bersatu dgn kereta aku, tu psl aku cam teragak2 jer. nak2 bila parking. tak dpt nak sense bapa jauh. maksud lain, aku dan jaki tidak menjadi satu. erh, maksud yg lain…erh…

ok, abaikan apa aku ngarut.

masalah baru yg aku ada skrang ni, aku cam perasan, aku sudah suka mulai cucuk-cucuk kereta depan aku bila aku drive jaki. ok. aku lakukan ni secara tak sedar. yg aku sedar aku tau aku da cucuk kete depan. ok. sgt damn. sure la ramai yg caci aku. sbb aku suka cucuk2 buntut kete meke. dan mcm memaksa meke semua masuk lane kiri. kalau ada satu lane jer, aku cam suh dia masuk longkang kasi aku jalan @ sila drive pantas sedikit! lemah la drive slow2 ni. adeh.

ya ampoooon pakkk! gwe enggak sengaja!

gwe cuma sedar yg gwe sudah cucuk itu buntut kereta pak! ya ammpppooooon! arghhh!!

pada sabtu yang lepas, setelah sekembaliannya aku dari rumah mertuanya dia akak kecik, berjalan aku kuar dengan niat di hati utk meronda putrajaya dan cyberjaya. harapan menggunung tinggi mahu cari jalan menuju ker mmu cyberjaya.

ketika khusyuknya aku mengisi minyak shell lalu operasi roger meroger berlaku. bertemulah aku dgn nan, adib dan cindy.

kemudian nan pun berkata “aku lapa. jom p rahim!” aku pun ok jer walaupun perut masih kekenyangan.

tiba di rahim, nan offer blanja aku makan (uhuk! org dah kerja ada gaji katakan). lalu aku pun berkata “pandai la ko nan. time aku kenyang ko offer blanja aku makan”. di sambut dgn gelak ketawa nan.

selesai sahaja operasi makan memakan, (waktu itu sudah magrib), dgn kereta adib, dia membawa cindy pulang ke mmu cyber (atau lebih tepat ke cyberia). manakalan aku dan nan (menaiki jaki) menuju ke seri kembangan.

utk makluman para hadirin semua, rumah nan dan adib hanya di pisah di balik bukit. menggunakan jalan yg sama. cuma yg berbeza adib kena masuk kiri manakala rumah nan perlu terus tegak kehadapan.

sedang kami berhenti di traffic light, satu kejadian pelik berlaku.

“eh, itu kereta adib!” nan berkata-kata. tangannya menunjuk2 kekanan. aku melihat. “eh! aah. kereta adib” sambut aku. melihat no platnya, kami setuju. itu mmg kereta adib.

“laju btol adib drive. kan dia hantar cindy dulu? mcm mana dia ada dkt depan kita?” nan berkata dgn nada muskil. aku pun muskil. ikutkannya kitorunk pttnya di depan adib di belakang sbb dia kene pusing jauh hantar cindy ke cyberia. kami senyap. teruskan memandu.

kami lihat adib sudah masuk ke simpang kiri menuju ke rumah terchentanya (ye ker?). kami meneruskan perjalanan ke rumah nan. jauh. perlu pusing mengelilingi sebuah bukit (walopun pada hakikatnya rumah mereka dkt, cuma bukit yg memisahkan mereka, chewah!).

nan duduk disebuah apartmen. nak masuk apartmen ni kene lalu security guard. kalau kereta takde sticker, kene tinggalkan lesen kereta, dan dia akan bg kad masuk kereta sementara.

“bang, (no rumah, tak igt la nan)” kata nan kepada pak guard.

“ha ok. kereta dkt belakang ni sekali ker?” tanya pak guard kepada nan.

“erh. tak tak” jawab nan.

aku lihat cermin pandang belakang, melihat kereta dibelakang jaki (tp no plat tak nmpk la. da rapat sgt). wira. hijau. pemandunya, tangan kanan tersadai di tingkap sambil memegang steering kereta. tangan kiri memegang janggut kambingnya. speknya. mukanya. gayanya. malahan giginya, mulutnya, rambutnya. mmg aku pasti. dengan nada terkejut aku teriak “eh! ADIB!”.

nan menoleh kebelakang. utk memastikan kebenaran kata-kata aku.

“eh! aah. adib!” kata nan. “aah bang. kereta belakang skali” sambung nan berkata kepada pak guard tersebut.

selesai urusan, aku pandu jaki. “masuk kanan” kata nan. lalu aku pulaskan steering. masuk kanan.

“erh, apsal adib tak masuk kanan?” tanya aku kepada nan. nan terkejut.

dia toleh. kosong. gelap. tiada kereta mengekori kami. tiada kereta yg belok kekanan. “erh. damn! tadi adib kan?” tanya nan.

“ye la. aku tgk mmg confirm dia td. ko pun tgk kan?” kata aku.

“aah la. kan aku tgk. mmg adib. tp apsal dia terus? xbelok kanan? rumah aku itu je la jalan dia. adib tau rumah aku. kenapa dia terus?” nan bermonolog.

aku geleng kepala. aku tak tau. ok. seram. biar btol. mmg kami berdua pasti itu adib. lagaknya tidak ubah seperti adib, keretanya. segala2nya sebijik 100% adalah adib. tp, apa yang berlaku? takkan org lain?

kami diam. nan suruh aku parking kereta. beberapa ketika, nan punggah beg2 barang2nya dari kereta aku. sehasta kami berjalan (ok ok. pendek sgt. adalah 10 meter berjalan. hehehe), nan berkata:

“ptt la kita nmpk kete td tu adib. kunci rumah aku tertinggal dalam kereta adib”.

“alamak. hampeh. kene patah balik” kata aku.

kemudian aku cuba call hp adib. bunyi. kemudian kene reject. call lg. masuk voicemail. erh. ok. smthg wrong happened ke? seram lagi.

aku dan nan bertambah pelik.

sapa agaknya kereta yg di belakang kami tu, kalau bukan adib?

aku kata qarin nan kata “oi. tak baik. org tu hidup lg” (sort of).

maka nan pun kata, adib bela hantu raya ni. hahaha. siyut je nan ni.

perjalanan ke rumah adib di penuhi dgn atmosfera seram, tanda tanya dan persoalan. apa yang berlaku sbnrnya?

dalan hati berdoa agar tiada apa2 musibah berlaku pada adib. nan cuba menenangkan keadaan “ala. takde apa2 berlaku la. dia da masuk simpang rumah dia tadi kan? da dekat dah tu. selamat punya”.

akhirnya kami tiba di rumah adib. kelihatan kereta adib sudah di park dgn selamatnya. lalu nan memberi salam. adib muncul di pintu rumahnya.

lega. nan ambil kunci rumah dkt kereta adib. tanya adib kenapa call xangkat. katanya silent. lepas tu bateri sudah habis. selesai. aku dan nan pulang ke rumah nan.

masih lagi misteri, siapa atau apa benda yg ada dkt belakang kami tadi? hantu raya ke?

cikgu: kak mariah, kak mariah. saya dgr cerita faris tu engineer, betol ke?

mummy: eh. pandai2 jer buat cerita. takde la. dia ambik security technology jer.

cikgu: ala kak mariah. engineer la tu.

aku? O_o”

dah la yg nak kawen akak aku, buleh plak cikgu2 kat sekolah tu igt aku yg nak kawen. apo muka aku ni muka desperate ke? ngahahahahahahaah!

so, today i am back in utm.

had 2 days holiday due to jinggo n fren’s convocation at mmu cyber. no pictures. sadly. but u guys can check out their blogs for pictures.

everything went well. congratz to everyone who able to grad on time. yes indeed, i feel a little bit sad (too sad actually) as i unable to grad together with my jinggo n frens; also together with the 1st batch of ST (this moment is too priceless! nothing beat this even i know i am going to have my graduation next year).

i didn’t get lost in putrajaya and cyberjaya. well, there is one time (masa hantar nik back to erl), but i able to back in track much faster than b4. so i am proud of myself.

so, farah did a small open house(?) on monday evening. sort of makan2. meet with all jinggo there (except faezah). really happy.

make me think. will we had another happy moment like that? what if, if we unable to gather like that in future. what if, smthg happen. what if…

dengan ini, setelah diperkenan mohor-mohor supervisor aku (en haslan), membenarkan aku mencemar duli pada 11hb ogos ini, utk turut hadir bersama memeriahkan convocation mmu di cyberjaya utk jinggo2 dan rakan2 seperjuangan.

hadirnya aku turut dicemari serta tercemarnya aku kerana aku tidak dpt convo on time.

DAMN!

looking back at those videos,

looking back at those pictures,

looking back at those memories,

make me feel “i miss you guys!”

make me feel “i miss my student life!”

make me feel “i miss entertainment!”

make me feel “i miss enjoyment!”

make me feel “i miss freedom!”

make me feel “i miss the feeling of belonging!”

make me feel “i miss happy moment!”

make me feel “i miss eating together!”

make me feel “i miss everything back then in my previous times!”

make me feel “i miss spending my time together with jinggo and my friends!”

but certainly ” i dont miss my assignment, test, exam what so ever!”

damn!

setelah berkecamuk berkecimpung dan bertukar2 pendapat, ide, perbincangan, maklumat dengan IT professional yang dah lama kerja dalam bidang, erh, IT la. aku telah membuat satu kesimpulan salah satu sebab UTAMA kenapa IT, orang selalu ckp no market, no job, berlambak dan sebagainya.

nak tau kenapa?

sbb orang engineer field sebuk2 masuk IT field. WTF!

utk pengetahuan korunk semua, boleh di katakan semua IT manager serta assistant2 mereka di setiap faculty yg aku pergi takde langsung lulusan IT/Sains Komputer.

mereka (hampir) semua septtnya dalam engineer field. bukan IT field. mereka semua mempunyai ijazah lulusan (cth) elektrik/elektrikal etc etc. hampeh gila la. mmg langsung takde kaitan. serius gila.

kesimpulan yg aku boleh buat sbnrnya, job market utk IT masih luas terbuka, tapi malangnya kene curi dgn org2 engineer. sbb apa? sbb sbnrnya market yg sbnrnya2 berlambak takde org nak ambek yg no job ke hapa ker adalah engineer field, bukan IT field. kalo job market mereka terbuka luas, masakan mereka nak masuk market orang lain? tp ini tidak. mereka curi market org laen sbb market mereka sendiri dah tertutup. kesian. kesian la dkt kami2 yg IT field nie. haih.

syoh syoh! orang2 engineer syoh! pergi la btolkan mmr2 yg retak tu. sebuk jer nak ambek job market budak2 IT. BLUEKs!

p/s: no hard feeling bebeh!